NOT SO SPECIAL DAY.

APRIL 24, 1993. My natal day.

Huh?! What date is it?

Oh I see its April 24, 2010.

Nothing special,

I guess I'm used of not celebrating my birthday :)

No body care if it was my day.

So i prefer not to look forward about it.

If you're thinking that I'm MARTYRDOM.

Nope I wasn't and I wont be . I guess it was just kinda malady of discontent.

I'm in a severe case of reproving that I'm just nobody.

Chiding all of their lost to me.

Weaning myself not to fought back on my grudges is a real case of insanity.

It's typical for me to not feel so important to someone

or sometimes... everybody.

I'm banking on this year and to something special to make my day buoyant.

I guess in some simple ways I did it.

And so much more I felt so special like others .

DISAPPOINTMENTS

Seeking for the right place to stay is like searching where you place the needle you just used. Its like you knew where you put those but you can't exactly remember where it was. You got the idea but you don't know what was the specifications of it. Perturbed isn't it? Tousle act of clarifying things up.

Earlier me and my mom are searching for a university for me to study. I was searching for the right alibi for my mom to stop rendering me to the universities that I don't and I won't even like!

I found a nice way to make her move me to the place I really wanted to be but at this moment I just found out that what I was seeking for had just passed without me noticing it. Now i came up to the idea of leaving all the lies I made up and continue living with the flow.